As they say, when you cannot find any ray of sunshine, find your own glow and radiate brightly! It is all a cascade of mixed thoughts originating from our mind leading to energy ( positive or negative ) and being put into final action. Our body invariably achieves what our mind thinks, perceives, and believes in.

Will admit that like any normal human being I have felt lonely, down to the dumps, bawled my eyes out, was rejected, and often times judged. Mistakes happen, we all are subject to err, it’s okay to goof up, no one is perfect after all. I was miserable, I got into the self-pity moods, oftentimes in the I am the victim mode and blamed the entire world for all the crazy stuff happening around me. However, I soon realized that if I don’t take charge of my fluttering thoughts, no one will, I will be crestfallen, gloomy, and will be walking around like a wretched woman. Who in their right senses would like to associate with someone so cynical? I found solace in praying, listening to a multitude of spiritual discourses and associating with like-minded folks.

My intuitive side drew me towards a lot of reading, especially being a part of positive reinforcement groups. Internet and social media are flooded with information, I chose to stick with the motivational posts, read tons about people and their turbulent lives. If they can rise above all adversities, why can’t I? This bothered me day and night, but I kept feeding my brain with gripping and stimulating posts from books, Facebook, Instagram and other internet sites. It is incredible how we can train our mind to become a powerful positive engine whose energy may have been on the depletion path at one time.